So I wrote a poem..

Am I floating?
Or drowning?
I feel myself drifting away
Flashbacks appear in my mind
I try to fight them away
Their grip is too tight
I lose myself again
As I remember the window
rain drops, dripping down
I stare out towards the trees
As you drove with anger
The tears I could not control
They moved so freely
At the hospital we arrived
You forced me inside
As your voice repeats in my head
As an endless cycle
I know I messed up
But nobody sees
I kept this wall
I stood up tall
Did you know I was breaking?
Falling apart?
I promise I am not faking
Please do not be mad
It just gets so hard
When everything is so dark

-hannah

What did you think?